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This damned world
Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 9:56 PM
Have you guys ever get this feeling?
It feels as if you are angry, sad, stressed, depressed and have that strange urge to kill someone.
I don't really know how to describe it but it feels as if your heart is burning up and your eyes will start getting that killer look.

Have you guys ever get this feeling?
It feels as if you are ignored and even if you shout, no one can ever hear you.
You end up feeling upset and start keeping quiet throughout the whole conversation,etc.

Have you been made use by your friends?
They use your talents/what you can do to get what they want.
Once they get what they want, they will start finding excuses to stay away from you.

Were you usually left alone?
You ended up sitting alone in one corner and stare at everyone who are having fun.
When someone comes over to ask to join, I don't know why but you somehow declined the offer despite the fact that you really want to join over.
You are afraid that if you join, people might think you are an extra, someone useless and worthless in the group.

Did you guys ever get misunderstood?
You were teaching someone and someone thinks that you are just acting.
Trying to stand up to your believe/correct someone/showing your works makes you look like a arrogant and proud person who doesn't listen to others opinion.
You feel unappreciated.

This world is damn weird.
If you are wrong, people would laugh and say you are stupid.
If you are right, people would shut up for awhile then say you're just flaunting your smartness.
If you try to correct something that is wrong said by someone older than you, it is called being rude and disrespectful.
Even if you worked hard for something and did everything by yourself, someone will take the credit, flaunt and say you did nothing at all except for slacking.

People change really fast.
They can change within a day, through a rumor they heard, a wrong friend they've made or through a hate against something.
I find it stupid how rumors can change one person's view of the other even thought they never met or talked with each other.

Sigh... I don't really know how to continue this whole thing.
Too many things just can't be described.
Okay I think I'll stop here then.
Signing off!~

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